Bedtime Journal Entry


Thoughts:

[listed my fear here.]

Lord,

Help me to rewrite the language of my story for Your Glory. Rid of my language for Yours to take place and honor your omnipotence and how you divinely work.

Amen.

6/21/13
Sat.

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coveted a sister friend's brother in prayer and his [now] wife. 

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